So I was flipping through photos when I found this one.
Thursday, May 31, 2007
My Castle in the Air.
Labels: God and Such, Life
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
The Grand Oil Party.
I'm so sick of this war.
But hey, if all goes well, we'll have more oil and better gas price. A deal of lives is a fair price for a deal of gas.
3466 dead.
25549 wounded.
Labels: Free Writing
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
A tenebrific week into a hopeful one.
It's been a while since the last time I've posted anything of substance. I've been unbelievably busy with theatre and music... so busy that I've kicked God out for literally about a week.
I mean; I've acknowledged his existence, talked to him here and there... but at the end of it all, I suck.
A substantial amount of change is going to happen very soon for me. Granted, I know I've said this before, but It's reached a point of paramount significance. I've been living for Stephen for the past two weeks and I've gotten absolutely nowhere except further from everyone who means something to me.
I've realized this week that when I have too much to do, I block out everyone. Then, when I have time, I look behind me to see if I've run anyone over during my frantic race to get everything done. I hate it because I always find a way to set time a side, and recently I haven't.
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Lots has happened recently.
-Jerry died, which means Lynchburg will be wiped of the media map forever.
-An LU student made several homemade bombs that were to blow up Ben Phelps and his "GOD'S YOUR ENEMY! GOD HATES FAGS! EVERYONE BESIDES US IS GOING TO HELL!" Westboro Baptist Church brigade who were picketing Jerry's funeral. The explosives were found in his car before any damage was done.
(Their whole view irks me. [you can read up on it here http://www.godhatesfags.com/] God hates everyone who isn't a puritan-based Christian like we are. Everyone who doesn't believe in exactly what we do is going to Hell, because we're the only ones who have ever interpreted the Bible correctly.
Somehow, I don't think Jesus died for people he hated, seeing as he pushed the whole 'love-love deal. I also think it soils the entire idea of salvation... I mean, It's wrong to sin, yeah. But if you do, you're alright, cause that's why Jesus died in the first place. But you know what guys, maybe you're right. But come time to stand before the Big Guy, you may wish you had drawn people toward God, not scared them away.
Just a thought.)
-I'm going to be graduating soon. That's a weird feeling. A good one, but a weird one.
-My band House is basically set for shows in the summer, which means I'll be working from 8-4 every weekday, and practicing every other minute after that. (once again, cramming my schedule.)
Guess it's time to stop writing and actually do what I've been intending to do all day.
My presence will go with you, and I will give you rest.
(Exodus 33:14)
Labels: Free Writing, God and Such, Life
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
My Darlin Clementine.
"Enjoy it."
What time we have will be judged by what we did with it, not what we didn't.
Labels: Rumination
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Subway Dreams
Labels: Free Writing, Rumination
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Musing.
All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting
go and holding on
--Henry Ellis
Labels: Life, Rumination
Thursday, May 3, 2007
Childhood playthings.
Once, I built a fort around the dog house in my back yard to keep out all of the attacking infintry. I held my own with sticks, rocks and homemade slingshots, while calling out to my non-existant troops to "push forward! They're retreating!" I would then kick down the wall I built and charge into the very center of the battle and hack away at my advisaries with my mighty sword that I had drawn from my belt loop sheath.
I never lost a battle, yet the victories never grew dull. I was always so proud of my accomplishment.
These days, my battles are against real infintry, and there's nothing good about my victories.
Labels: Rumination